I am on countdown mode till I find out wether H is going to be joining Moo at her school in September.. Its a stressful time and as the days past rather quickly I am trying my damn hardest to cherish the afternoons I have with him.
I actually do not know what I will do when he starts school. I have applied for a job, but I will be completely lost. When Moo started play school I had just had H I was never on my own and we have been inseparable ever since. He is always there, behind me in the kitchen when I am making lunch, at my side when we are eating, fishing his way through the shopping bags on a Thursday afternoon to find something nice, watching me hang the washing up and putting away.. He is my little mate and I am going to struggle when he does start school. I know he will be ok, he has his big sister looking out for him, but me? who is there for me? who is going to be following me around and shouting mummy when they need me.. I will be on my own and its a scary scary prospect!
From now till September I am on precious time, time I need to not take for granted and cherish with all my might..
I am linking up with the lovely Katie at Mummy Daddy Me for her wonderful linky The Ordinary Moments