– I’ve Lost My Boy To The School –

When people ask me how I am enjoying my free time I honestly don’t know how to answer them. I want to be honest and I want to scream at them but its polite to just answer, its ok, than actually tell them the truth…

I have lost my boy to the school…

I hate it…

I hate being alone…

I hate not having him there behind me…

I hate going to the kitchen and him not being there…

I hate going to the toilet and him not standing behind the door…

I hate making lunch for me, and only me…

I hate not having the afternoon snuggles on the sofa…

I hate not being able to play out in the garden with him…

I hate not having Peppa Pig on 24/7… Okay Okay that might be a lie…

I just hate it…

I don’t think I will ever get used to the fact that I have lost my little boy, my baby, to the school playground

Will it ever get easier?

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5 Comments

  1. September 30, 2015 / 6:52 pm

    I know what how you feel I felt the same way when Ella started nursery, then reception and now year 1. I’m afraid it doesn’t feel any different now even though I have Holly I still miss her like mad! At the moment its even worse as Ella is at school from 8:40 am to 6 pm at explores whilst I recover from my op. Its so hard as come 3 o’clock I find myself long for her to come home already. I hope you find something to help ease the time you have to spend apart. Xx

  2. October 6, 2015 / 6:46 pm

    Oh I feel the same about my little girl, I miss her lots. People say you will get used to it but I honestly don’t think I will x

    • October 6, 2015 / 7:05 pm

      It hasn’t got easier and we are four weeks in.. My main worry is lunch time.. Can’t bear to think he is on his own! Luckily his big sister has been looking out for him!

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